1 00:00:07,880 --> 00:00:23,210 [Music] 2 00:00:23,220 --> 00:00:26,070 you 3 00:00:32,210 --> 00:00:28,680 hi I'm Donna Lynn I wrote a book called 4 00:00:35,910 --> 00:00:32,220 from fear to love my private journey it 5 00:00:39,060 --> 00:00:35,920 chronicles my tale my life 50-plus years 6 00:00:40,229 --> 00:00:39,070 of living in fear with aliens duction 7 00:00:42,900 --> 00:00:40,239 with waking up in the middle of the 8 00:00:46,290 --> 00:00:42,910 night with big black shiny eyes haunting 9 00:00:48,350 --> 00:00:46,300 me staring at me and all I could do was 10 00:00:50,820 --> 00:00:48,360 scream I was frozen to the bed and 11 00:00:53,910 --> 00:00:50,830 paralyzed and just screaming and yelling 12 00:00:55,500 --> 00:00:53,920 and just thought they were bad dreams my 13 00:00:59,219 --> 00:00:55,510 whole life I thought it was bad dreams 14 00:01:01,259 --> 00:00:59,229 and then I slowly over the years I 15 00:01:03,719 --> 00:01:01,269 started keeping journals and writing it 16 00:01:07,380 --> 00:01:03,729 down i kept the journal by my bed with a 17 00:01:09,770 --> 00:01:07,390 pan and woke up from a bad one of those 18 00:01:12,420 --> 00:01:09,780 bad dreams and wrote everything down 19 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:12,430 maybe it wasn't a whole lot of a memory 20 00:01:17,550 --> 00:01:14,890 that i write down what i was feeling a 21 00:01:20,039 --> 00:01:17,560 place i could remember 22 00:01:23,580 --> 00:01:20,049 colors sometimes I'd sketch little 23 00:01:25,890 --> 00:01:23,590 beings and after a while I started to 24 00:01:27,719 --> 00:01:25,900 realize that there were the same 25 00:01:29,670 --> 00:01:27,729 characters kept coming to visit me in my 26 00:01:31,950 --> 00:01:29,680 dreams they would take me to some of the 27 00:01:34,020 --> 00:01:31,960 same places and they were trying to give 28 00:01:36,480 --> 00:01:34,030 me messages and if I could just calm 29 00:01:39,000 --> 00:01:36,490 myself down enough and stop screaming 30 00:01:41,670 --> 00:01:39,010 and be willing to listen that they were 31 00:01:43,860 --> 00:01:41,680 telling me very important things like 32 00:01:46,350 --> 00:01:43,870 about the earth that we need to heal the 33 00:01:48,450 --> 00:01:46,360 earth that we're not doing well as 34 00:01:49,740 --> 00:01:48,460 humanity taking care of the earth and 35 00:01:52,200 --> 00:01:49,750 that's what we're supposed to be were 36 00:01:54,270 --> 00:01:52,210 stewards of the earth were caretakers 37 00:01:58,550 --> 00:01:54,280 and we're not doing a very good job of 38 00:02:00,840 --> 00:01:58,560 it and around the year 2000 we all knew 39 00:02:03,330 --> 00:02:00,850 something might be going to happen there 40 00:02:06,510 --> 00:02:03,340 were concerns of some kind of apocalypse 41 00:02:10,050 --> 00:02:06,520 or the y2k and then it came up to 42 00:02:11,610 --> 00:02:10,060 December 21st 2012 we thought the Mayan 43 00:02:13,229 --> 00:02:11,620 calendar and date things are going to 44 00:02:15,330 --> 00:02:13,239 happen and that's when they really 45 00:02:17,540 --> 00:02:15,340 stepped up their interactions with me 46 00:02:21,089 --> 00:02:17,550 showing me scenes of devastation 47 00:02:23,699 --> 00:02:21,099 flooding volcanoes earthquakes Wars and 48 00:02:25,610 --> 00:02:23,709 I actually really thought we were going 49 00:02:27,809 --> 00:02:25,620 to be having a pretty bad time of it and 50 00:02:30,479 --> 00:02:27,819 that's when I decided to start writing 51 00:02:35,910 --> 00:02:30,489 this book to get this message out to 52 00:02:39,070 --> 00:02:35,920 others and I kept these feelings inside 53 00:02:40,930 --> 00:02:39,080 for so long because people they make 54 00:02:43,630 --> 00:02:40,940 they may think you know or you're just 55 00:02:47,260 --> 00:02:43,640 crazy or imagining it it's just a dream 56 00:02:49,990 --> 00:02:47,270 and I started putting everything 57 00:02:51,790 --> 00:02:50,000 together from my journals and I realized 58 00:02:56,410 --> 00:02:51,800 they were telling a pretty good story 59 00:02:58,600 --> 00:02:56,420 and it did make sense and as soon as I 60 00:03:00,900 --> 00:02:58,610 started coming forward and talking to 61 00:03:03,700 --> 00:03:00,910 other people they would come to me and 62 00:03:05,230 --> 00:03:03,710 say hey that happened to me too but 63 00:03:07,780 --> 00:03:05,240 please don't think I'm crazy or don't 64 00:03:10,240 --> 00:03:07,790 tell anyone and that made me feel better 65 00:03:11,850 --> 00:03:10,250 it confirmed that I was doing the right 66 00:03:15,190 --> 00:03:11,860 thing and that this really is happening 67 00:03:18,100 --> 00:03:15,200 so and the other thing that convinced me 68 00:03:19,660 --> 00:03:18,110 it was time to write this book I was on 69 00:03:22,090 --> 00:03:19,670 a camping trip with my family and I was 70 00:03:23,590 --> 00:03:22,100 asleep in my tent and I heard my niece's 71 00:03:25,690 --> 00:03:23,600 little girl who's about six years old 72 00:03:28,180 --> 00:03:25,700 have a night terror which was what my 73 00:03:30,370 --> 00:03:28,190 bad nightmares were defined as by my 74 00:03:32,740 --> 00:03:30,380 doctors night terrors and most doctors 75 00:03:33,190 --> 00:03:32,750 said that you outgrow them which I never 76 00:03:36,270 --> 00:03:33,200 did 77 00:03:38,949 --> 00:03:36,280 I still do it as an adult sometimes and 78 00:03:40,780 --> 00:03:38,959 some children have them and the doctors 79 00:03:44,259 --> 00:03:40,790 just say it's a normal thing it's just a 80 00:03:46,590 --> 00:03:44,269 bad dream it's a stress well it's a lot 81 00:03:48,970 --> 00:03:46,600 more than that it's another reality 82 00:03:52,150 --> 00:03:48,980 interacting with you or you interacting 83 00:03:55,660 --> 00:03:52,160 with another reality and there are many 84 00:03:58,090 --> 00:03:55,670 layers of reality we live in this one 85 00:04:00,250 --> 00:03:58,100 it's our consciousness with our ego and 86 00:04:03,160 --> 00:04:00,260 where we go to work and we pay bills and 87 00:04:05,920 --> 00:04:03,170 live our day to day life but when we go 88 00:04:07,930 --> 00:04:05,930 to sleep and our ego mind quiets down a 89 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:07,940 little bit our consciousness was able to 90 00:04:12,070 --> 00:04:09,650 slide over a little bit into maybe 91 00:04:14,320 --> 00:04:12,080 another level of reality another layer 92 00:04:17,380 --> 00:04:14,330 of reality where we experience other 93 00:04:19,870 --> 00:04:17,390 things and meet other beings and they 94 00:04:23,230 --> 00:04:19,880 are just as real as this reality it's 95 00:04:25,480 --> 00:04:23,240 just a different reality and when that 96 00:04:28,120 --> 00:04:25,490 happens it's so hard to translate that 97 00:04:30,700 --> 00:04:28,130 from that reality into this reality that 98 00:04:32,950 --> 00:04:30,710 we just sometimes just respond with a 99 00:04:35,590 --> 00:04:32,960 primal scream and it's just terrifying 100 00:04:38,070 --> 00:04:35,600 and unknown to us and alien to us and 101 00:04:40,030 --> 00:04:38,080 the next morning her parents were 102 00:04:42,250 --> 00:04:40,040 apologizing and everything and I thought 103 00:04:44,800 --> 00:04:42,260 no there's no need to apologize this is 104 00:04:47,170 --> 00:04:44,810 actually a gift I have gone from being 105 00:04:48,520 --> 00:04:47,180 fearful of this and thinking it was a 106 00:04:50,980 --> 00:04:48,530 horrible thing that was happening to me 107 00:04:52,690 --> 00:04:50,990 to realizing it is a gift it's a gift to 108 00:04:54,640 --> 00:04:52,700 be sensitive enough 109 00:04:57,220 --> 00:04:54,650 to sense these other realities to see 110 00:04:59,230 --> 00:04:57,230 them and hear them and feel them and to 111 00:05:01,810 --> 00:04:59,240 have these entities in connection with 112 00:05:03,820 --> 00:05:01,820 you reaching out to you and you sense 113 00:05:08,200 --> 00:05:03,830 their energies and see them and hear 114 00:05:10,980 --> 00:05:08,210 their messages so I understand a lot of 115 00:05:13,750 --> 00:05:10,990 alien interactions follow family 116 00:05:15,280 --> 00:05:13,760 lineages and it's quite possible that 117 00:05:17,050 --> 00:05:15,290 one or more of my grandparents were 118 00:05:21,370 --> 00:05:17,060 contacted by aliens or went through the 119 00:05:22,990 --> 00:05:21,380 same similar experiences so I decided to 120 00:05:24,670 --> 00:05:23,000 take all the notes that I had and all 121 00:05:25,990 --> 00:05:24,680 the journals that I'd stashed away over 122 00:05:28,330 --> 00:05:26,000 the years and put them together and 123 00:05:30,460 --> 00:05:28,340 write it into kind of a book form so 124 00:05:33,490 --> 00:05:30,470 that this little girl could maybe read 125 00:05:35,290 --> 00:05:33,500 it and it would help her and then a 126 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:35,300 couple years after that after I was 127 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:37,130 getting it put together my own daughter 128 00:05:41,710 --> 00:05:40,010 called to ask about her own daughter my 129 00:05:43,690 --> 00:05:41,720 granddaughter's night terror that she 130 00:05:45,340 --> 00:05:43,700 had it three years old and that's when 131 00:05:46,600 --> 00:05:45,350 it really was confirmation for me that 132 00:05:49,630 --> 00:05:46,610 it's time to get this message out to 133 00:05:51,580 --> 00:05:49,640 other people to be able to read what I 134 00:05:54,280 --> 00:05:51,590 went through and how I handled it and 135 00:05:56,500 --> 00:05:54,290 now I am not afraid anymore I actually 136 00:06:02,200 --> 00:05:56,510 look forward to when the aliens contact 137 00:06:04,060 --> 00:06:02,210 me so I've written it down and and as I 138 00:06:07,660 --> 00:06:04,070 did the aliens kept telling me to send 139 00:06:09,280 --> 00:06:07,670 it to Dolores cannons publisher and sure 140 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:09,290 enough I send it to Ozark Mountain 141 00:06:13,570 --> 00:06:11,930 publishing and got the notification that 142 00:06:16,450 --> 00:06:13,580 they wanted to publish my book first 143 00:06:18,940 --> 00:06:16,460 publisher I sent it to so and it's been 144 00:06:21,760 --> 00:06:18,950 just one confirmation after another that 145 00:06:24,940 --> 00:06:21,770 it was the right thing and that it's 146 00:06:27,460 --> 00:06:24,950 helping these other people children and 147 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:27,470 adults to deal with similar things that 148 00:06:34,660 --> 00:06:31,610 happened to them so prior to the year 149 00:06:37,600 --> 00:06:34,670 2000 the efforts by the aliens kind of 150 00:06:41,080 --> 00:06:37,610 ramped up with sending us messages about 151 00:06:42,790 --> 00:06:41,090 disasters I do believe we turned a 152 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:42,800 corner I think there was kind of a 153 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:44,570 tipping point or a decision that had to 154 00:06:48,910 --> 00:06:47,450 be made regarding our the way we took 155 00:06:51,190 --> 00:06:48,920 care of the earth the way we handled 156 00:06:52,150 --> 00:06:51,200 wars the way we act with each other and 157 00:06:56,710 --> 00:06:52,160 take care of each other 158 00:06:57,730 --> 00:06:56,720 and it wasn't looking good and I think 159 00:07:01,090 --> 00:06:57,740 there might have been some kind of 160 00:07:04,660 --> 00:07:01,100 divine intervention with possibly floods 161 00:07:06,610 --> 00:07:04,670 earthquakes tornadoes hurricanes or even 162 00:07:10,600 --> 00:07:06,620 a man-made drama like 163 00:07:13,870 --> 00:07:10,610 world war nuclear war if things didn't 164 00:07:16,900 --> 00:07:13,880 change and that's why in the late 1990s 165 00:07:19,030 --> 00:07:16,910 I got a lot of messages and I understand 166 00:07:21,490 --> 00:07:19,040 that a lot of other contact he's did too 167 00:07:23,530 --> 00:07:21,500 about the earth being destroyed 168 00:07:26,290 --> 00:07:23,540 I was actually taken on board a ship out 169 00:07:29,200 --> 00:07:26,300 behind the moon where I could just see 170 00:07:32,260 --> 00:07:29,210 the horizon of the moon just in front of 171 00:07:34,360 --> 00:07:32,270 me and beyond that the earth and I saw 172 00:07:37,030 --> 00:07:34,370 multiple explosions on it just all over 173 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:37,040 the surface of the earth and I thought 174 00:07:41,070 --> 00:07:38,930 it happened in real time and when I woke 175 00:07:43,689 --> 00:07:41,080 up I was so panicked and terrified and I 176 00:07:46,750 --> 00:07:43,699 searched for the news and to see and 177 00:07:49,450 --> 00:07:46,760 nothing had happened but it set such a 178 00:07:51,550 --> 00:07:49,460 sense of devastation and loss in me that 179 00:07:54,790 --> 00:07:51,560 it really woke me up to the fact that 180 00:07:57,159 --> 00:07:54,800 these aliens they care about us they 181 00:08:00,310 --> 00:07:57,169 care about this planet they're really 182 00:08:01,540 --> 00:08:00,320 upset with what we're doing with it and 183 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:01,550 what we're doing with each other with 184 00:08:06,219 --> 00:08:04,010 the wars and that's when they kind of 185 00:08:08,409 --> 00:08:06,229 ramped up the interactions a lot and 186 00:08:10,029 --> 00:08:08,419 they came to me much more frequently 187 00:08:13,029 --> 00:08:10,039 with the messages that we need to take 188 00:08:14,830 --> 00:08:13,039 care of the earth and they were sending 189 00:08:17,159 --> 00:08:14,840 these messages to so many people about 190 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:17,169 bad things that might happen and then 191 00:08:21,490 --> 00:08:19,010 y2k came and went 192 00:08:23,589 --> 00:08:21,500 December 21st 2012 came and went and 193 00:08:26,290 --> 00:08:23,599 nothing really happened that I was able 194 00:08:28,629 --> 00:08:26,300 to see or feel but there was a shift 195 00:08:31,120 --> 00:08:28,639 there was a shift in consciousness a lot 196 00:08:32,920 --> 00:08:31,130 more people became aware that we need to 197 00:08:34,750 --> 00:08:32,930 take care of the planet and that we need 198 00:08:36,370 --> 00:08:34,760 to take care of each other that's when 199 00:08:38,560 --> 00:08:36,380 that's when the focus really shifted 200 00:08:40,510 --> 00:08:38,570 before that I was always afraid I would 201 00:08:42,010 --> 00:08:40,520 always wake up screaming I was always 202 00:08:43,719 --> 00:08:42,020 afraid they were going to approach me in 203 00:08:45,160 --> 00:08:43,729 the middle of the night I was afraid of 204 00:08:49,870 --> 00:08:45,170 a lot of things I was afraid of a 205 00:08:53,199 --> 00:08:49,880 nuclear war and something shifted in the 206 00:08:55,600 --> 00:08:53,209 way they contacted me they didn't come 207 00:08:57,250 --> 00:08:55,610 standing by my bedside anymore staring 208 00:08:59,710 --> 00:08:57,260 at me with the big black eyes instead 209 00:09:02,170 --> 00:08:59,720 they kind of presented me with like a 210 00:09:04,210 --> 00:09:02,180 sing song little voice or calling my 211 00:09:05,740 --> 00:09:04,220 name from a great distance or sometimes 212 00:09:08,890 --> 00:09:05,750 they'd even use my mother's voice 213 00:09:10,510 --> 00:09:08,900 they'd say Donna Donna like my mother 214 00:09:12,790 --> 00:09:10,520 calling me in from play as a little girl 215 00:09:14,770 --> 00:09:12,800 and that kind of put me at ease and made 216 00:09:17,230 --> 00:09:14,780 me realize they know me well enough to 217 00:09:20,230 --> 00:09:17,240 know that they need to approach me in a 218 00:09:21,879 --> 00:09:20,240 kinder way a gentler way and I 219 00:09:25,900 --> 00:09:21,889 began to really listen to their messages 220 00:09:29,049 --> 00:09:25,910 and focus on what they were telling me 221 00:09:30,999 --> 00:09:29,059 and what they were saying is humans need 222 00:09:34,179 --> 00:09:31,009 to come together it's really time to 223 00:09:36,009 --> 00:09:34,189 stop worrying about me me me and how 224 00:09:39,400 --> 00:09:36,019 much money can I make and how famous can 225 00:09:43,869 --> 00:09:39,410 I get and focus on taking care of the 226 00:09:45,910 --> 00:09:43,879 planet and working together so they did 227 00:09:50,650 --> 00:09:45,920 ramp up the interactions right around 228 00:09:52,299 --> 00:09:50,660 the year years just prior to 2004 the 229 00:09:54,669 --> 00:09:52,309 longest time when they approached me and 230 00:09:55,929 --> 00:09:54,679 I'd be screaming and terrified I say 231 00:09:58,600 --> 00:09:55,939 what's your name what's your name 232 00:10:01,210 --> 00:09:58,610 because as a human if I can categorize 233 00:10:04,299 --> 00:10:01,220 something put it in a box know their 234 00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:04,309 name know their species it makes it 235 00:10:07,540 --> 00:10:05,990 easier for me to understand or 236 00:10:09,369 --> 00:10:07,550 comprehend or feel like I maybe had a 237 00:10:11,889 --> 00:10:09,379 sense of control and they would always 238 00:10:14,139 --> 00:10:11,899 say names are not important the message 239 00:10:15,639 --> 00:10:14,149 is what's important but I was so filled 240 00:10:19,299 --> 00:10:15,649 with fear I wasn't hearing the message 241 00:10:21,280 --> 00:10:19,309 either and so around that time they 242 00:10:22,720 --> 00:10:21,290 started telling me their names and I 243 00:10:24,309 --> 00:10:22,730 think that was their way of realizing 244 00:10:28,030 --> 00:10:24,319 they could put me at ease and then maybe 245 00:10:30,549 --> 00:10:28,040 I would listen to the message and one of 246 00:10:32,350 --> 00:10:30,559 them is called kaya Soze one of them was 247 00:10:34,629 --> 00:10:32,360 called Otakon ah they have these very 248 00:10:35,739 --> 00:10:34,639 unusual names and they spell them out 249 00:10:39,970 --> 00:10:35,749 for me and make sure I get them 250 00:10:42,220 --> 00:10:39,980 correctly and that did put me at ease it 251 00:10:44,350 --> 00:10:42,230 did help and then I could listen to what 252 00:10:46,600 --> 00:10:44,360 they were trying to say which was 253 00:10:48,699 --> 00:10:46,610 basically that they are good they are 254 00:10:51,129 --> 00:10:48,709 benevolent they're not what Hollywood 255 00:10:53,139 --> 00:10:51,139 makes them out to be they don't want to 256 00:10:57,100 --> 00:10:53,149 make us into slaves they don't want to 257 00:10:59,730 --> 00:10:57,110 eat us they are caretakers of us much as 258 00:11:04,210 --> 00:10:59,740 we're caretakers of the garden of Earth 259 00:11:06,519 --> 00:11:04,220 it's all interconnected and if we do 260 00:11:09,639 --> 00:11:06,529 damaging things like nuclear war it's 261 00:11:12,220 --> 00:11:09,649 also going to affect them on dimensional 262 00:11:14,609 --> 00:11:12,230 levels on vibrational levels and I'm not 263 00:11:17,100 --> 00:11:14,619 sure if they come from distant planets 264 00:11:19,989 --> 00:11:17,110 or if they live right here with us on 265 00:11:22,900 --> 00:11:19,999 similar dimensions similar timelines 266 00:11:24,730 --> 00:11:22,910 maybe Inner Earth I really don't know 267 00:11:25,840 --> 00:11:24,740 exactly where they come from but they do 268 00:11:27,280 --> 00:11:25,850 love the earth and they're very 269 00:11:31,389 --> 00:11:27,290 concerned that we're going to hurt it 270 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:31,399 and they want us to protect it and they 271 00:11:36,040 --> 00:11:33,050 are protecting us also 272 00:11:38,920 --> 00:11:36,050 so I learned from learning their names 273 00:11:42,100 --> 00:11:38,930 and and then the main one who came to me 274 00:11:44,410 --> 00:11:42,110 he is a praying mantis he looks like a 275 00:11:48,670 --> 00:11:44,420 seven foot tall praying mantis except he 276 00:11:50,800 --> 00:11:48,680 has big shiny glossy black eyes and he 277 00:11:55,540 --> 00:11:50,810 told me his name was quote and he very 278 00:11:59,740 --> 00:11:55,550 specifically said it would CRO te and he 279 00:12:02,260 --> 00:11:59,750 let me know about that time also that he 280 00:12:05,410 --> 00:12:02,270 was here for healing and caretaking 281 00:12:06,700 --> 00:12:05,420 not just me but all humanity and all the 282 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:06,710 earth he has a great interest in 283 00:12:11,850 --> 00:12:09,890 humanity I was having a lot of migraine 284 00:12:14,680 --> 00:12:11,860 headaches at that time in my life and 285 00:12:16,330 --> 00:12:14,690 one time or several times actually I 286 00:12:19,300 --> 00:12:16,340 would wake up in the night with this 287 00:12:20,860 --> 00:12:19,310 horrible throbbing headache and crow it 288 00:12:24,070 --> 00:12:20,870 would be standing at the side of my bed 289 00:12:25,480 --> 00:12:24,080 and he would put one of his forelegs or 290 00:12:28,450 --> 00:12:25,490 forearms or whatever you call a praying 291 00:12:30,970 --> 00:12:28,460 mantis arm over my forehead and it would 292 00:12:33,610 --> 00:12:30,980 feel very cooling and soothing and my 293 00:12:35,560 --> 00:12:33,620 pain would instantly go away I mean no 294 00:12:39,670 --> 00:12:35,570 medication or anything else worked and 295 00:12:41,470 --> 00:12:39,680 that's when I realized he loves me he 296 00:12:44,710 --> 00:12:41,480 cares for me he doesn't want me to be in 297 00:12:48,210 --> 00:12:44,720 pain and not just me he loves all people 298 00:12:50,770 --> 00:12:48,220 he loves all of humanity and he was 299 00:12:52,810 --> 00:12:50,780 displaying to me that he cared enough to 300 00:12:54,250 --> 00:12:52,820 come to me as an individual in the 301 00:12:59,050 --> 00:12:54,260 middle of the night when I was in pain 302 00:13:01,150 --> 00:12:59,060 and make that pain go away so and they 303 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:01,160 also they have quite a sense of humor 304 00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:04,130 they're very sarcastic it's like a 305 00:13:11,440 --> 00:13:08,810 intelligent sarcastic ironic sense of 306 00:13:14,080 --> 00:13:11,450 humor he told me his name was quote and 307 00:13:17,020 --> 00:13:14,090 then about two weeks later I saw the 308 00:13:19,720 --> 00:13:17,030 movie k-pax in the theaters where the 309 00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:19,730 alien played by Kevin Spacey was named 310 00:13:28,570 --> 00:13:23,480 Prout PR ot and when I heard that it 311 00:13:30,820 --> 00:13:28,580 just made me crazy because was this a 312 00:13:34,270 --> 00:13:30,830 play on words is that even really his 313 00:13:35,740 --> 00:13:34,280 name is he just trying to lighten things 314 00:13:37,990 --> 00:13:35,750 up so I don't take things so seriously 315 00:13:40,150 --> 00:13:38,000 and they do that quite a bit they say 316 00:13:42,880 --> 00:13:40,160 little silly things or something that I 317 00:13:44,560 --> 00:13:42,890 take really seriously and then a little 318 00:13:46,870 --> 00:13:44,570 while later something else will come up 319 00:13:49,590 --> 00:13:46,880 to show me that it was 320 00:13:52,390 --> 00:13:49,600 light-hearted or supposed to be just 321 00:13:54,130 --> 00:13:52,400 taken lightly not take so seriously 322 00:13:56,860 --> 00:13:54,140 because we do take everything seriously 323 00:13:58,870 --> 00:13:56,870 and we take aliens so seriously I mean 324 00:14:00,700 --> 00:13:58,880 look at the movies everything is very 325 00:14:03,970 --> 00:14:00,710 serious with the aliens but it doesn't 326 00:14:06,940 --> 00:14:03,980 have to be life can be they tell me that 327 00:14:08,770 --> 00:14:06,950 life is a game and we should play it 328 00:14:10,690 --> 00:14:08,780 like a game and they're playing it with 329 00:14:12,850 --> 00:14:10,700 us they may have different rules and 330 00:14:14,890 --> 00:14:12,860 different game controllers but we're all 331 00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:14,900 playing it together and we need to have 332 00:14:20,260 --> 00:14:18,770 more fun with it after after 2012 I was 333 00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:20,270 really concerned something big was going 334 00:14:25,150 --> 00:14:22,970 to happen December 21st 2012 when that 335 00:14:28,030 --> 00:14:25,160 came and went and nothing really visible 336 00:14:29,950 --> 00:14:28,040 happened very interactions changed also 337 00:14:33,580 --> 00:14:29,960 actually I haven't had a disaster type 338 00:14:36,900 --> 00:14:33,590 scenario since that date and it changed 339 00:14:39,460 --> 00:14:36,910 into a focus of love love is the message 340 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:39,470 nothing else matters love one another 341 00:14:46,030 --> 00:14:42,530 love the earth love them they love us 342 00:14:48,310 --> 00:14:46,040 and it's a massive all-encompassing love 343 00:14:49,680 --> 00:14:48,320 it's not like human love and this is one 344 00:14:52,270 --> 00:14:49,690 of the reasons they scare us so much 345 00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:52,280 because when they come to see you and 346 00:14:56,530 --> 00:14:54,320 they stare into your eyes with these big 347 00:14:58,120 --> 00:14:56,540 black shiny eyes they're reading you 348 00:14:59,920 --> 00:14:58,130 they're reading your soul they're 349 00:15:03,280 --> 00:14:59,930 reading your heart they're reading your 350 00:15:05,230 --> 00:15:03,290 fears your feelings things you might 351 00:15:08,050 --> 00:15:05,240 feel guilty of things you wished you'd 352 00:15:09,490 --> 00:15:08,060 done and they read it all when they look 353 00:15:12,160 --> 00:15:09,500 into your eyes and hold you in that 354 00:15:14,110 --> 00:15:12,170 stare and they love us anyway 355 00:15:16,720 --> 00:15:14,120 they love me anyway they love people 356 00:15:20,530 --> 00:15:16,730 anyway even with our darkest thoughts 357 00:15:22,840 --> 00:15:20,540 and feelings and sometimes that's a 358 00:15:24,400 --> 00:15:22,850 little overwhelming for humans because 359 00:15:26,380 --> 00:15:24,410 human love isn't like that human love 360 00:15:29,220 --> 00:15:26,390 have petty jealousies and insecurities 361 00:15:31,570 --> 00:15:29,230 and worries and fears and secrets and 362 00:15:35,050 --> 00:15:31,580 there are no secrets with the aliens 363 00:15:36,670 --> 00:15:35,060 they know everything and they are trying 364 00:15:39,820 --> 00:15:36,680 to get the message out now that's the 365 00:15:42,190 --> 00:15:39,830 message is it's love and it doesn't 366 00:15:44,140 --> 00:15:42,200 matter if you look different than each 367 00:15:47,010 --> 00:15:44,150 other or if you have differences of 368 00:15:51,670 --> 00:15:47,020 opinion on politics or anything that 369 00:15:53,860 --> 00:15:51,680 love is the overwhelming key for healing 370 00:15:56,050 --> 00:15:53,870 everything relationships and the earth 371 00:15:58,240 --> 00:15:56,060 if we love the earth more we wouldn't be 372 00:15:59,770 --> 00:15:58,250 clear cutting the forests so their 373 00:16:00,489 --> 00:15:59,780 messages have changed and they've also 374 00:16:02,589 --> 00:16:00,499 changed 375 00:16:05,259 --> 00:16:02,599 to say that it needs to be shared 376 00:16:07,089 --> 00:16:05,269 because up until very recently I kept 377 00:16:09,309 --> 00:16:07,099 this information all to myself I didn't 378 00:16:10,749 --> 00:16:09,319 even tell my most close family members 379 00:16:13,899 --> 00:16:10,759 because I didn't want to be considered 380 00:16:16,239 --> 00:16:13,909 crazy or weird and others are coming out 381 00:16:18,399 --> 00:16:16,249 with it also and saying they've had very 382 00:16:21,459 --> 00:16:18,409 similar experiences and they never told 383 00:16:23,409 --> 00:16:21,469 anyone either and that's a big part of 384 00:16:25,239 --> 00:16:23,419 what the aliens are trying to say now is 385 00:16:28,359 --> 00:16:25,249 that we need to get this message out 386 00:16:30,489 --> 00:16:28,369 because each one of us has a special 387 00:16:33,519 --> 00:16:30,499 gift like I said it's a gift to be able 388 00:16:35,679 --> 00:16:33,529 to see them hear them interact with them 389 00:16:38,949 --> 00:16:35,689 and I feel very blessed that I'm able to 390 00:16:41,469 --> 00:16:38,959 do that and overcome the fear but others 391 00:16:44,199 --> 00:16:41,479 they give information all the time and 392 00:16:47,019 --> 00:16:44,209 they have really advanced technology 393 00:16:51,309 --> 00:16:47,029 they make their ships fly incredibly 394 00:16:52,599 --> 00:16:51,319 fast or invisible or how they appear in 395 00:16:54,339 --> 00:16:52,609 our bedrooms in the middle of the night 396 00:16:56,349 --> 00:16:54,349 through the walls I mean how do they do 397 00:16:58,209 --> 00:16:56,359 that and they could tell us that they 398 00:16:59,949 --> 00:16:58,219 are willing and able to give us the 399 00:17:01,749 --> 00:16:59,959 information but if they impart 400 00:17:04,480 --> 00:17:01,759 information to someone like me who I'm 401 00:17:06,549 --> 00:17:04,490 not a scientist I even if they told me 402 00:17:08,559 --> 00:17:06,559 the technical information how to get 403 00:17:10,210 --> 00:17:08,569 through a wall I wouldn't be able to 404 00:17:10,539 --> 00:17:10,220 translate it from their reality into 405 00:17:13,059 --> 00:17:10,549 ours 406 00:17:15,399 --> 00:17:13,069 so what they want is for the message to 407 00:17:17,470 --> 00:17:15,409 get out for people to be sharing what 408 00:17:19,449 --> 00:17:17,480 they've experienced and that it's okay 409 00:17:22,269 --> 00:17:19,459 the aliens are friendly they're not 410 00:17:24,009 --> 00:17:22,279 going to hurt us and get this message 411 00:17:26,499 --> 00:17:24,019 out to other people so that they are 412 00:17:28,690 --> 00:17:26,509 more willing and able to maybe open up 413 00:17:30,419 --> 00:17:28,700 their hearts and minds and listen to 414 00:17:33,460 --> 00:17:30,429 what the aliens say and maybe a 415 00:17:35,289 --> 00:17:33,470 scientist who does understand how the 416 00:17:37,899 --> 00:17:35,299 concept of how to get through a wall 417 00:17:39,940 --> 00:17:37,909 they can impart that information to that 418 00:17:42,700 --> 00:17:39,950 person and they can make it a reality 419 00:17:45,159 --> 00:17:42,710 they don't like our competitiveness we 420 00:17:47,139 --> 00:17:45,169 have it set to where if I come up with 421 00:17:49,779 --> 00:17:47,149 an invention I run to the Patent Office 422 00:17:51,460 --> 00:17:49,789 and I get it copyrighted and I don't 423 00:17:55,119 --> 00:17:51,470 share the information and I have the 424 00:17:58,590 --> 00:17:55,129 secret recipe and they like the spirit 425 00:18:01,960 --> 00:17:58,600 of cooperation where I can they can 426 00:18:04,749 --> 00:18:01,970 project an idea for something maybe a 427 00:18:06,850 --> 00:18:04,759 medical cure one part of it I might be 428 00:18:09,039 --> 00:18:06,860 able to graph maybe one part of it 429 00:18:11,470 --> 00:18:09,049 someone in Germany can graph maybe 430 00:18:13,119 --> 00:18:11,480 someone in another country can grasp 431 00:18:14,320 --> 00:18:13,129 another part and if we weren't all 432 00:18:16,540 --> 00:18:14,330 secretive and compared 433 00:18:18,250 --> 00:18:16,550 that information could be shared and 434 00:18:20,530 --> 00:18:18,260 then maybe medical breakthrough 435 00:18:22,660 --> 00:18:20,540 scientific breakthroughs all kinds of 436 00:18:24,910 --> 00:18:22,670 things could come about much more 437 00:18:26,290 --> 00:18:24,920 readily with the technology they can 438 00:18:27,910 --> 00:18:26,300 share with us and the information they 439 00:18:30,430 --> 00:18:27,920 can share with it but because we're all 440 00:18:32,590 --> 00:18:30,440 secretive and competitive it's much 441 00:18:37,300 --> 00:18:32,600 harder for them to get that out there 442 00:18:38,740 --> 00:18:37,310 and share it with us and they have the 443 00:18:40,690 --> 00:18:38,750 spirit of cooperation rather than 444 00:18:41,920 --> 00:18:40,700 competition and that's what another part 445 00:18:43,690 --> 00:18:41,930 of the message they want to encourage 446 00:18:46,390 --> 00:18:43,700 and I know that's hard in today's world 447 00:18:48,040 --> 00:18:46,400 because if you invent something you want 448 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:48,050 the royalties you want the credit for it 449 00:18:53,910 --> 00:18:52,010 but to advance everything forward they 450 00:18:57,550 --> 00:18:53,920 would like us to work together more 451 00:18:59,790 --> 00:18:57,560 cooperatively after about the year 2000 452 00:19:02,590 --> 00:18:59,800 when they ramped up their interactions 453 00:19:05,590 --> 00:19:02,600 they took me aboard ships much more 454 00:19:07,080 --> 00:19:05,600 often and in the past when I was very 455 00:19:09,640 --> 00:19:07,090 fearful it would be the traditional 456 00:19:11,530 --> 00:19:09,650 abductee experience where I wake up and 457 00:19:13,600 --> 00:19:11,540 I'm in a white room laying on a metal 458 00:19:15,340 --> 00:19:13,610 table you know with maybe the praying 459 00:19:18,430 --> 00:19:15,350 mantis alien looking over me and some 460 00:19:20,170 --> 00:19:18,440 that look like greys and then I go back 461 00:19:22,060 --> 00:19:20,180 to sleep when I woke up I was in my bed 462 00:19:24,730 --> 00:19:22,070 maybe it was a nosebleed or some bruises 463 00:19:28,180 --> 00:19:24,740 but that was it but after I began 464 00:19:31,960 --> 00:19:28,190 getting past my fear and after the year 465 00:19:34,030 --> 00:19:31,970 2000 when their message has changed they 466 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:34,040 began taking me on ships and letting me 467 00:19:37,180 --> 00:19:35,570 remember and letting me be conscious 468 00:19:38,680 --> 00:19:37,190 because I've stopped kicking and 469 00:19:41,020 --> 00:19:38,690 screaming while they were doing it and 470 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:41,030 they would sometimes take me on tours of 471 00:19:46,210 --> 00:19:44,690 their ships and as I said with the 472 00:19:49,300 --> 00:19:46,220 technology their technology is so 473 00:19:50,890 --> 00:19:49,310 advanced sometimes you're in a room I'm 474 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:50,900 in a room where it looks like it's just 475 00:19:54,730 --> 00:19:53,090 a round room with white walls and then 476 00:19:57,460 --> 00:19:54,740 they do something and all of a sudden 477 00:19:59,590 --> 00:19:57,470 it's clear it's like crystal clear and 478 00:20:03,570 --> 00:19:59,600 you can just look out and see everything 479 00:20:06,730 --> 00:20:03,580 whether you're out in space or on earth 480 00:20:10,360 --> 00:20:06,740 hovering above the earth you know it's 481 00:20:12,160 --> 00:20:10,370 just amazing the technology but they 482 00:20:15,370 --> 00:20:12,170 also showed me by doing this that there 483 00:20:18,820 --> 00:20:15,380 are multiple multiple endless types of 484 00:20:22,090 --> 00:20:18,830 beings on the ships and they all work in 485 00:20:25,020 --> 00:20:22,100 a spirit of cooperation they seem to put 486 00:20:26,320 --> 00:20:25,030 their capabilities what they're most 487 00:20:27,820 --> 00:20:26,330 suited for 488 00:20:31,149 --> 00:20:27,830 they put that together with what they do 489 00:20:33,220 --> 00:20:31,159 like one that has multiple arms like 490 00:20:36,639 --> 00:20:33,230 probably twelve arms it was almost squid 491 00:20:39,340 --> 00:20:36,649 like or octopus like up on the ceiling 492 00:20:44,710 --> 00:20:39,350 of a control room operating some kind of 493 00:20:48,039 --> 00:20:44,720 panel with all of its arms and the greys 494 00:20:49,830 --> 00:20:48,049 that I've seen they are like the 495 00:20:52,570 --> 00:20:49,840 traditional ones of the big eyes 496 00:20:55,810 --> 00:20:52,580 dolphin type skin like gray blue skin 497 00:20:58,480 --> 00:20:55,820 and about three feet tall but the ones 498 00:21:01,120 --> 00:20:58,490 I've seen have like flippers or fins 499 00:21:02,500 --> 00:21:01,130 four feet and they kick there's little 500 00:21:05,440 --> 00:21:02,510 feet like they're treading water through 501 00:21:08,740 --> 00:21:05,450 our atmosphere and that's how they they 502 00:21:10,779 --> 00:21:08,750 move they don't walk like we do they 503 00:21:12,419 --> 00:21:10,789 float and they glide and that's how 504 00:21:14,529 --> 00:21:12,429 they're able to come up I level with us 505 00:21:18,820 --> 00:21:14,539 because they're basically treading water 506 00:21:21,159 --> 00:21:18,830 in our atmosphere and they they come in 507 00:21:24,310 --> 00:21:21,169 different colors and they mostly are 508 00:21:28,480 --> 00:21:24,320 like the workers they I've seen them at 509 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:28,490 the control panel of a ship and then 510 00:21:32,529 --> 00:21:31,010 there are there's a type that I find 511 00:21:34,870 --> 00:21:32,539 really amazing I call them the Browns 512 00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:34,880 Curry's their little brown fuzzy 513 00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:37,490 creatures that you can see out of the 514 00:21:39,870 --> 00:21:38,090 corner of your eye 515 00:21:42,460 --> 00:21:39,880 only you think you see something 516 00:21:44,289 --> 00:21:42,470 scrambling across the floor and you turn 517 00:21:46,090 --> 00:21:44,299 and look and there's nothing there but 518 00:21:47,769 --> 00:21:46,100 then when I turn back I can see it again 519 00:21:49,590 --> 00:21:47,779 and they have told me that soon 520 00:21:52,149 --> 00:21:49,600 scientists are going to come up with the 521 00:21:54,100 --> 00:21:52,159 discovery that humans can see things in 522 00:21:57,940 --> 00:21:54,110 their peripheral vision that we can't 523 00:21:59,919 --> 00:21:57,950 see with our straight vision and we do 524 00:22:01,870 --> 00:21:59,929 sense some of the beings only with the 525 00:22:04,450 --> 00:22:01,880 corner of our eye their molecules 526 00:22:06,430 --> 00:22:04,460 vibrate at a different rate is what I've 527 00:22:08,259 --> 00:22:06,440 been told and that's why we can't see 528 00:22:10,210 --> 00:22:08,269 them directly but we can peripherally 529 00:22:12,580 --> 00:22:10,220 and these little brown scurries they're 530 00:22:16,330 --> 00:22:12,590 kind of like a raccoon or a cat they're 531 00:22:17,889 --> 00:22:16,340 fuzzy brown and they move I think they 532 00:22:21,639 --> 00:22:17,899 have six legs and they move very very 533 00:22:25,629 --> 00:22:21,649 fast and I was told they clean up messes 534 00:22:28,360 --> 00:22:25,639 which on board crafts obviously things 535 00:22:30,159 --> 00:22:28,370 have to be kept sanitary but they not 536 00:22:31,899 --> 00:22:30,169 just again with the multiple layers of 537 00:22:33,460 --> 00:22:31,909 meanings everything the aliens do and 538 00:22:36,549 --> 00:22:33,470 say have multiple layers of meanings 539 00:22:39,490 --> 00:22:36,559 they not just clean up physical messes 540 00:22:40,120 --> 00:22:39,500 if something gets spilled or humans 541 00:22:43,600 --> 00:22:40,130 we're messy 542 00:22:46,060 --> 00:22:43,610 we shed hair you know we some people get 543 00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:46,070 so upset and scared on the ship they may 544 00:22:50,860 --> 00:22:47,930 actually vomit or something they they 545 00:22:52,660 --> 00:22:50,870 clean all that up but they clean up if a 546 00:22:55,150 --> 00:22:52,670 human sees something on board a ship 547 00:22:56,770 --> 00:22:55,160 that we're not supposed to see or no or 548 00:23:00,070 --> 00:22:56,780 it's not yet time for us to have that 549 00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:00,080 concept these Browns curries can somehow 550 00:23:04,930 --> 00:23:02,570 reach into our brains and our thoughts 551 00:23:08,410 --> 00:23:04,940 and remove it before it's made a 552 00:23:11,260 --> 00:23:08,420 permanent memory in our brain so clean 553 00:23:13,570 --> 00:23:11,270 up messes they are able to move that 554 00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:13,580 fast faster than the speed of thought I 555 00:23:19,570 --> 00:23:16,730 guess and and remove it so you know how 556 00:23:22,420 --> 00:23:19,580 you've had the feeling wait what was I 557 00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:22,430 just thinking what did I just see well 558 00:23:25,660 --> 00:23:24,170 maybe a brown scurry came in and removed 559 00:23:28,210 --> 00:23:25,670 it because it wasn't time yet for 560 00:23:30,070 --> 00:23:28,220 Humanity to be aware of that I've been 561 00:23:33,340 --> 00:23:30,080 asking the aliens for quite some time to 562 00:23:36,010 --> 00:23:33,350 come and make themselves known to me it 563 00:23:37,300 --> 00:23:36,020 would be so much easier for me if they 564 00:23:39,490 --> 00:23:37,310 would just manifest in my living room 565 00:23:42,580 --> 00:23:39,500 and I could call a news crew to come and 566 00:23:44,700 --> 00:23:42,590 film this but they at the moment they 567 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:44,710 prefer to keep it individual one-on-one 568 00:23:49,330 --> 00:23:47,090 but they do want to work with as many 569 00:23:51,120 --> 00:23:49,340 individuals as they can up until now 570 00:23:55,420 --> 00:23:51,130 they've worked mostly with certain 571 00:23:57,240 --> 00:23:55,430 family lineages or certain like certain 572 00:24:00,550 --> 00:23:57,250 Native American tribes certain 573 00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:00,560 Aboriginal people but now they want to 574 00:24:05,590 --> 00:24:02,690 reach as many people as they can 575 00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:05,600 so that they can get that influx of 576 00:24:09,850 --> 00:24:07,850 scientists and researchers and doctors 577 00:24:11,770 --> 00:24:09,860 and people from all walks of life who 578 00:24:13,660 --> 00:24:11,780 can each bring something to the table 579 00:24:15,340 --> 00:24:13,670 with their gifts they're not going to 580 00:24:15,940 --> 00:24:15,350 land on the White House lawn any time 581 00:24:18,220 --> 00:24:15,950 soon 582 00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:18,230 I have asked about that also and they 583 00:24:21,340 --> 00:24:19,610 told me for one thing they're not 584 00:24:23,230 --> 00:24:21,350 interested in our petty squabbles 585 00:24:25,270 --> 00:24:23,240 that's exactly out they call it our 586 00:24:28,570 --> 00:24:25,280 politics is petty squabbles our borders 587 00:24:30,460 --> 00:24:28,580 our Wars because they see humanity as a 588 00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:30,470 whole but they're not going to land on 589 00:24:33,930 --> 00:24:31,850 the White House lawn they're not going 590 00:24:37,060 --> 00:24:33,940 to land on a military base 591 00:24:42,970 --> 00:24:37,070 they figure humans aren't capable right 592 00:24:46,210 --> 00:24:42,980 now of coping with seeing massive fleets 593 00:24:49,180 --> 00:24:46,220 of UFOs people might be suicidal people 594 00:24:50,650 --> 00:24:49,190 might try shooting they would be they 595 00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:50,660 can turn off our weapons they're not 596 00:24:53,980 --> 00:24:52,250 concerned about our weapons hurting them 597 00:24:56,790 --> 00:24:53,990 they're more concerned about us 598 00:25:00,040 --> 00:24:56,800 hurting each other hurting ourselves 599 00:25:01,360 --> 00:25:00,050 panicking you know people might kill 600 00:25:03,100 --> 00:25:01,370 their children thinking they have to 601 00:25:05,049 --> 00:25:03,110 protect them from the evil aliens or 602 00:25:07,450 --> 00:25:05,059 something so they're very very cautious 603 00:25:09,940 --> 00:25:07,460 in approaching us and that's why they're 604 00:25:14,860 --> 00:25:09,950 doing it as individuals at the moment 605 00:25:18,010 --> 00:25:14,870 and as far as a mass sighting or large 606 00:25:19,810 --> 00:25:18,020 amounts it might be it might not happen 607 00:25:21,940 --> 00:25:19,820 in my lifetime it depends on the humans 608 00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:21,950 it's they're ready they've been ready 609 00:25:26,470 --> 00:25:24,170 for a very long time but it depends on 610 00:25:29,669 --> 00:25:26,480 humans as individuals we do very well 611 00:25:32,410 --> 00:25:29,679 they can reach us individually we can 612 00:25:34,990 --> 00:25:32,420 understand and communicate but you get 613 00:25:37,540 --> 00:25:35,000 that mass that mob mentality where 614 00:25:41,260 --> 00:25:37,550 people get violent and brutal and 615 00:25:44,020 --> 00:25:41,270 panicky and it's not a good situation so 616 00:25:48,100 --> 00:25:44,030 that's I don't foresee them coming to 617 00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:48,110 approach us for disclosure or anything 618 00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:49,610 like that any time soon 619 00:25:54,250 --> 00:25:52,490 the aliens have always been around 620 00:25:56,230 --> 00:25:54,260 they've always had an interest in 621 00:25:59,080 --> 00:25:56,240 humanity and the earth they've always 622 00:26:01,540 --> 00:25:59,090 kept their distance but watched us there 623 00:26:03,460 --> 00:26:01,550 were a few times I believe they came in 624 00:26:05,530 --> 00:26:03,470 the flesh 625 00:26:08,260 --> 00:26:05,540 maybe during the times of Atlantis when 626 00:26:09,820 --> 00:26:08,270 the pyramids were built or the Easter 627 00:26:11,530 --> 00:26:09,830 Island heads and they realized that 628 00:26:13,510 --> 00:26:11,540 didn't work out so well because humans 629 00:26:15,669 --> 00:26:13,520 have a way of making them into gods and 630 00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:15,679 they are not gods they are our brothers 631 00:26:20,710 --> 00:26:19,130 and sisters and so they've kept their 632 00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:20,720 distance but they've always watched us 633 00:26:26,169 --> 00:26:22,850 they've always had an interest but after 634 00:26:28,930 --> 00:26:26,179 we dropped the atomic bomb on Japan in 635 00:26:30,310 --> 00:26:28,940 1945 that really got their attention I 636 00:26:32,110 --> 00:26:30,320 said wait a minute these humans are 637 00:26:36,460 --> 00:26:32,120 getting dangerous now they're a threat 638 00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:36,470 to other layers of existence and they 639 00:26:40,990 --> 00:26:39,170 started really ramping up the concern to 640 00:26:44,350 --> 00:26:41,000 come and monitor us and interact with us 641 00:26:46,270 --> 00:26:44,360 and at first in the 50s and 60s when 642 00:26:48,280 --> 00:26:46,280 they approached most of us we had the 643 00:26:50,169 --> 00:26:48,290 night terrors we'd scream yell it would 644 00:26:52,210 --> 00:26:50,179 be a very fearful thing and that's when 645 00:26:55,180 --> 00:26:52,220 a lot of the Hollywood movies of fear 646 00:26:58,030 --> 00:26:55,190 generated aliens came out and over time 647 00:27:01,900 --> 00:26:58,040 they learned from us as we learn from 648 00:27:04,120 --> 00:27:01,910 them that humans are pretty skittish and 649 00:27:06,040 --> 00:27:04,130 they need to approach us in a nicer way 650 00:27:08,500 --> 00:27:06,050 a more they need to learn human 651 00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:08,510 etiquette standing by a bedside when 652 00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:10,850 someone is sound asleep and safe and 653 00:27:14,919 --> 00:27:12,610 warm and having a pleasant dream and 654 00:27:16,570 --> 00:27:14,929 staring into their eyes and waking them 655 00:27:18,460 --> 00:27:16,580 up and freezing them to the bed is not 656 00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:18,470 really very good etiquette it's kind of 657 00:27:23,020 --> 00:27:21,050 rude so they've learned over the years 658 00:27:25,299 --> 00:27:23,030 from interacting with me and hundreds of 659 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:25,309 others that it's better if they give us 660 00:27:30,190 --> 00:27:27,530 a warning sign that they're planning to 661 00:27:31,870 --> 00:27:30,200 come they you know they have their own 662 00:27:32,980 --> 00:27:31,880 lives they have their own other things 663 00:27:36,070 --> 00:27:32,990 it's not like they're watching us 664 00:27:37,900 --> 00:27:36,080 constantly so they have cycles when they 665 00:27:39,700 --> 00:27:37,910 come and monitor us and interact and 666 00:27:41,230 --> 00:27:39,710 then cycles when they leave but they've 667 00:27:43,360 --> 00:27:41,240 learned that if they're coming to 668 00:27:44,950 --> 00:27:43,370 approach me usually around dinner time 669 00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:44,960 or as I'm getting ready for bed I'll 670 00:27:49,540 --> 00:27:47,330 either get a feeling in the pit of my 671 00:27:51,370 --> 00:27:49,550 stomach that they're around you know how 672 00:27:53,409 --> 00:27:51,380 you can sense if a person is standing 673 00:27:55,770 --> 00:27:53,419 behind you or something kind of get that 674 00:27:59,440 --> 00:27:55,780 sense of a feeling someone near me or 675 00:28:01,690 --> 00:27:59,450 they'll give ringing or buzzing in my 676 00:28:04,659 --> 00:28:01,700 ear my right ear I get this unusual 677 00:28:06,510 --> 00:28:04,669 humming sound or I'll hear my voice like 678 00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:06,520 I had said before they call sometimes 679 00:28:11,110 --> 00:28:09,410 like from far away and a singsong voice 680 00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:11,120 that sometimes almost like my mother's 681 00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:14,450 voice Donna I'll hear that inside my 682 00:28:19,390 --> 00:28:16,970 head and you know there's no one there 683 00:28:21,010 --> 00:28:19,400 but then they come to me later that 684 00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:21,020 night so they've learned they can give 685 00:28:26,350 --> 00:28:23,530 us an advance warning so if anyone else 686 00:28:27,940 --> 00:28:26,360 wants to be connected with aliens or 687 00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:27,950 wants to reach out to them but maybe 688 00:28:31,930 --> 00:28:29,570 it's a little scared over how to do it 689 00:28:33,760 --> 00:28:31,940 or what's going to happen ask them to 690 00:28:36,820 --> 00:28:33,770 tell you when they're coming give you a 691 00:28:38,500 --> 00:28:36,830 sign and that way when you go to sleep 692 00:28:40,810 --> 00:28:38,510 you're kind of expecting it and it's not 693 00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:40,820 quite so terrorizing if you wake up and 694 00:28:44,590 --> 00:28:42,530 they're there they're there next to your 695 00:28:46,870 --> 00:28:44,600 bed or they're taking you aboard a ship 696 00:28:48,490 --> 00:28:46,880 or something they they are learning to 697 00:28:53,049 --> 00:28:48,500 work with us as we're learning to work 698 00:28:55,210 --> 00:28:53,059 with him my main contact their other 699 00:28:57,790 --> 00:28:55,220 alien species have come and gone other 700 00:28:59,950 --> 00:28:57,800 ships have come and gone but the one 701 00:29:01,780 --> 00:28:59,960 constant has been quote the 702 00:29:05,530 --> 00:29:01,790 seven-foot-tall alien being 703 00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:05,540 and so I figure he's my guide my tour 704 00:29:11,260 --> 00:29:09,290 guide through this lifetime and I had a 705 00:29:14,350 --> 00:29:11,270 image one time that I would be standing 706 00:29:16,570 --> 00:29:14,360 and speaking to people I would be up on 707 00:29:18,970 --> 00:29:16,580 a stage which this was many years ago 708 00:29:20,380 --> 00:29:18,980 where I would never have dreamed that I 709 00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:20,390 would be talking about this 710 00:29:26,080 --> 00:29:22,370 anyone let alone in front of strangers 711 00:29:28,570 --> 00:29:26,090 and I was talking to people and I heard 712 00:29:29,800 --> 00:29:28,580 kind of a gasp from the audience and I 713 00:29:32,380 --> 00:29:29,810 turned around and there was Croats 714 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:32,390 standing he's always slightly behind me 715 00:29:38,170 --> 00:29:35,210 into my right and I remember seeing him 716 00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:38,180 standing there you know flesh and blood 717 00:29:42,700 --> 00:29:40,610 and asking me I asked the audience you 718 00:29:44,920 --> 00:29:42,710 guys are seeing this too and everybody 719 00:29:45,940 --> 00:29:44,930 did and Crow wanted me to hug him in 720 00:29:47,650 --> 00:29:45,950 front of everyone 721 00:29:50,410 --> 00:29:47,660 because a seven-foot-tall praying mantis 722 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:50,420 is creepy and scary and he didn't want 723 00:29:55,930 --> 00:29:54,050 anyone to be frightened and I was even a 724 00:29:57,400 --> 00:29:55,940 little taken aback because my 725 00:29:59,080 --> 00:29:57,410 interactions with them have been in 726 00:30:02,920 --> 00:29:59,090 another realm they haven't been in this 727 00:30:04,240 --> 00:30:02,930 actual physical realm so catching him or 728 00:30:06,970 --> 00:30:04,250 hugging him in this realm would be a 729 00:30:09,550 --> 00:30:06,980 whole different deal and I kind of took 730 00:30:11,920 --> 00:30:09,560 a step backwards and he stepped forward 731 00:30:16,150 --> 00:30:11,930 and engulfed me in a big hug with all 732 00:30:18,100 --> 00:30:16,160 six of those insect legs and he said to 733 00:30:20,170 --> 00:30:18,110 me the better to hug you with my dear 734 00:30:21,670 --> 00:30:20,180 and that just struck me on so many 735 00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:21,680 levels because of the little girl my 736 00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:23,090 favorite story was Little Red Riding 737 00:30:25,390 --> 00:30:23,450 Hood 738 00:30:27,670 --> 00:30:25,400 and my mother would read it to me with 739 00:30:29,110 --> 00:30:27,680 the voices of the wolf disguised as 740 00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:29,120 grandma saying the better to hear you 741 00:30:33,490 --> 00:30:30,650 with my dear the better to see you with 742 00:30:36,010 --> 00:30:33,500 my dear and he said that in his voice 743 00:30:38,190 --> 00:30:36,020 the better to hug you with my dear as he 744 00:30:41,170 --> 00:30:38,200 hugged me with this unconditional 745 00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:41,180 enveloping love that the aliens have for 746 00:30:46,990 --> 00:30:44,090 me and for you and for everyone in the 747 00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:47,000 world and it just that's when all the 748 00:30:52,930 --> 00:30:50,090 fear dissipated and I knew it was all 749 00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:52,940 about love and healing one of the things 750 00:30:59,010 --> 00:30:56,570 I find very interesting we all picture 751 00:31:03,160 --> 00:30:59,020 spaceships as being Hollywood inspired 752 00:31:05,470 --> 00:31:03,170 metal cold rockets shooting at each 753 00:31:09,060 --> 00:31:05,480 other and the ships I've been on are 754 00:31:12,370 --> 00:31:09,070 completely unlike that they're living 755 00:31:14,230 --> 00:31:12,380 entities the ships themselves house many 756 00:31:16,750 --> 00:31:14,240 living entities that the ship seemed to 757 00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:16,760 be alive also they're all around they're 758 00:31:21,850 --> 00:31:19,370 all around there and they're not metal 759 00:31:24,310 --> 00:31:21,860 they they may have white walls or clear 760 00:31:27,070 --> 00:31:24,320 walls but often they're more like an 761 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:27,080 aquarium or a terrarium than what we 762 00:31:31,930 --> 00:31:29,330 would consider a spaceship they have 763 00:31:34,690 --> 00:31:31,940 plants they use plants as their air 764 00:31:39,090 --> 00:31:34,700 filters they have waterfalls 765 00:31:43,420 --> 00:31:39,100 to keep the humidity levels up they have 766 00:31:45,100 --> 00:31:43,430 all kinds of creatures but it's so 767 00:31:48,220 --> 00:31:45,110 different from what we expect from 768 00:31:50,860 --> 00:31:48,230 Hollywood it's alien it's it's just 769 00:31:53,020 --> 00:31:50,870 different one time they brought me home 770 00:31:54,610 --> 00:31:53,030 after being in a ship and they keep 771 00:31:56,470 --> 00:31:54,620 telling me their physics are different 772 00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:56,480 and I'm not a physicist so I don't 773 00:31:58,960 --> 00:31:57,290 understand 774 00:32:02,020 --> 00:31:58,970 a lot of that I know it's related to 775 00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:02,030 time travel and different you know 776 00:32:06,580 --> 00:32:05,090 things like that but they took me I was 777 00:32:09,490 --> 00:32:06,590 onboard a ship which they're immense 778 00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:09,500 they're huge they're massive and they 779 00:32:13,690 --> 00:32:11,090 brought me home and set me down in my 780 00:32:16,150 --> 00:32:13,700 living room and all of a sudden I was 781 00:32:18,070 --> 00:32:16,160 outside the ship and it was there in my 782 00:32:20,620 --> 00:32:18,080 living room and it was like around 783 00:32:21,970 --> 00:32:20,630 almost like a fishbowl and how could it 784 00:32:24,370 --> 00:32:21,980 be how could it be in my living room it 785 00:32:26,200 --> 00:32:24,380 was this massive enormous ship but in 786 00:32:28,180 --> 00:32:26,210 looking at it from the outside and they 787 00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:28,190 had made the walls clear for me and I 788 00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:29,330 could look in and it looked like an 789 00:32:35,020 --> 00:32:31,850 aquarium with seaweed and creatures 790 00:32:38,410 --> 00:32:35,030 swimming around and pulsating and 791 00:32:40,570 --> 00:32:38,420 glowing and multi colors have beautiful 792 00:32:44,620 --> 00:32:40,580 colors that they use with their species 793 00:32:46,060 --> 00:32:44,630 and they're decorating and before I knew 794 00:32:48,700 --> 00:32:46,070 it a gray was standing right next to me 795 00:32:50,050 --> 00:32:48,710 kind of admiring it with me like see 796 00:32:52,510 --> 00:32:50,060 what we do there they're kind of proud 797 00:32:54,190 --> 00:32:52,520 of what they do and then I have an 798 00:32:56,620 --> 00:32:54,200 aquarium I had an aquarium at that time 799 00:32:58,990 --> 00:32:56,630 in my living room and the gray turned to 800 00:33:02,050 --> 00:32:59,000 look at my aquarium and kind of like 801 00:33:04,630 --> 00:33:02,060 with a smirk like you know that's a 802 00:33:07,180 --> 00:33:04,640 human attempt but there's is so much 803 00:33:09,810 --> 00:33:07,190 better and so much grander but we're on 804 00:33:12,310 --> 00:33:09,820 the way we're on the way I feel like 805 00:33:13,840 --> 00:33:12,320 they may come from our future I'm not 806 00:33:15,970 --> 00:33:13,850 exactly sure when or where they come 807 00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:15,980 from I do think it might be from our 808 00:33:21,670 --> 00:33:19,370 future or a future and they're guiding 809 00:33:23,980 --> 00:33:21,680 us along the way and our aquariums are 810 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:23,990 primitive attempt at what the future is 811 00:33:29,530 --> 00:33:27,890 spaceship could be like I I do have a 812 00:33:32,890 --> 00:33:29,540 website Donnellan Dreams 813 00:33:36,130 --> 00:33:32,900 Donnellan was taken so I decided to go 814 00:33:38,650 --> 00:33:36,140 with Donald in dreams comm Facebook 815 00:33:41,020 --> 00:33:38,660 Donal in dreams and Twitter and the name 816 00:33:42,270 --> 00:33:41,030 of my book is from fear to love my 817 00:33:44,860 --> 00:33:42,280 private journey 818 00:33:47,430 --> 00:33:44,870 it's basically my journals that I 819 00:33:48,520 --> 00:33:47,440 consolidated together and put them in a 820 00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:48,530 store 821 00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:50,090 that others could read and hopefully